A short post

I'm prepping myself for a major project. One that may or may not be successful, largely depending on the feelings of another person. It's strange, wanting to do something perfectly and yet knowing that it won't be perfect, and trying to do it anyway with a constant urge to give up.

Hard to understand? As I said, it's weird.

And yet, if by some divine intervention it does succeed beyond my wildest dreams, it will be a story to tell for a long time to come. So, do it I must. Even if I have to risk it all in yet another one of my signature foolish moves. I will.